This week I made it. I made it to the point where I don't have to use the FAT WEIGHT on your scale anymore. :) Yay!!! I'm so excited, I reached 249. It was only a little over a pound of a loss this week but I am stinking exstatic about that accomplishment. I ate horribly for three different meals but worked really hard to burn more calories. I'm pretty pleased with the results... and nothing your depressing self can do can take that win away from me.
Mr. Fat scale, I'm super sick right now but you still don't have control over me and what I eat. I'm learning to get rid of you. I'm learning to break my addiction from you. You sir, are a horrible thing. You sir have created so many miserable days and weeks in my life. YOU SIR- can just suck a toe, and MY toe will do just fine!
Mr. Fat scale, one day I won't need you at all anymore. I yearn for that day. The day I can look in the mirror and be proud of who I see stairing back at me. I yearn for the day that I don't see a fat girl, but a beautiful mommy. A beautiful daughter of our Heavenly Father. I will see an athlete.
Mr. Fat scale, although my numbers on your scale aren't dropping drastically... my inches are. I bought new clothes the other day... take THAT you miserable object of my rejections. I fit in clothes from American Eagle and even bought some darling new shoes. Because I am learning to break our relationship and walk away, I am finding pleasure in all of the simple things I used to do for myself. And now that my rolls are getting smaller and firming up, and my muscles are lifting out of the saggy state they have been living in... I will continue to shop for new clothes that make me feel pretty.
YOU MR. FAT SCALE HAVE NO CONTROL OVER THIS ANYMORE.
Although I wish I could just kick you out the door and never look at you again, I unfortunately still have a ways to go before I can rid myself of you, my enabler... my codependant. But I am proud of myself... and I am happy.
My rolls are melting away like butter... and I will only keep on keep'n on!!! With or with out my
Mr.Fat Scale. :)
Love Nikki
9 comments:
You are looking absolutely amazing! Fantastic progress and I love the visual of your pictures. Mr. Fat Scale IS NOT the end all. But those pictures truly show how much you are changing! Keep at it woman!
Haha, you always make me laugh. And the progress is amazing! I never would've guessed that you weigh 249. I think you look a lot smaller than that. You are looking strong like an athlete. Keeping up the good work!
You're looking great! And you're right...we are going to rock our weigh ins next week! Really enjoyed this post :)
You're doing so great!!! I'm so proud of you!
Congrats again!! You are doing so great!!!
And no way that you look 249! You look incredible!
It's great fun to see the progress comparison photos! You are looking so so good! Really praying you can kick the sick and get back on top of things very soon. Love you!
You look FANTASTIC!
You are doing an awesome job!
I love your post! I, too, have a love/hate relationship with the scale. Today I am down 27 pounds. Yesterday, I was only down 20. Water retention, TOM, etc. Just keep playing havoc on my numbers.
But I am more than a number!
Great job! You look fantastic!
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