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Monday, May 24, 2010

Dear Nichole...

*Some may find the style I wrote this a little odd ... however the reasons I did go this route are personal. If you choose to continue I hope you enjoy.

Dear Nichole,

I recognized you in the mirror today. It's been awhile my friend since I've seen your smiling face. I noticed your glasses looked a little big on you. What a wonderful problem to have. Nichole, I also saw you were wearing jeans today. It's been awhile hasn't it friend? Weren't those the jeans you bought after you lost 20 lbs. after having Aiden? No? Close though, right?

I'm very proud of you Nichole. You're achievements have been huge and you've worked so hard. Please remember this is just the beginning of the journey, but you're learning skills you will be able to carry with you forever. Soon, my friend, you'll be you again.

I've noticed things about you in the mirror, Nichole, when you smiled at me. You've grown. I can see that you are now a mother. What a wonderful role to play. I also noticed you are softer now, calmer. You look happy. I'm so happy for you. You're hair is long again, and you have tiny wrinkles that play around the corner of your eyes. Is it from smiling? I hope you're smiling a lot Nichole. You have every reason to.

Dear Nichole please know you are a daughter of god. That he made you perfect in every way and that you are beautiful. Life is hard and we are all given challenges to help us grow as individuals, mother's, daughter's, sister's, wives, and friends. Take this goal you've made for yourself and help other's with it. Help other's to learn that no matter their appearance they are so very perfect too! Please help all those other women to know that they can do anything they set their hearts on. Help them to love them.

I hope you learn to love me Nichole, because I love you. I hope I see you again soon... and I hope I see you smiling.

Love me- you're reflection.

7 comments:

Oma Hansen said...

Hi my beatiful firstborn daughter.
I love you and I am very proud of
you. I have always been proud of
you. You are beautiful inside and
out. I can't wait to see you soon.
I love you for ever, your Mama.

Sylvia Marie said...

Wow. That was very powerful, Gaga. Very beautifully written! I am so proud of you, and when I read this I realize that I am also proud of you for seeing your own growth. (Imagine that...you are growing while you are shrinking!LOL!) I'm so glad that you are happy, and healthy. I love you Schwester!!

Sylvia Marie said...

P.S. Casey likes this post too. He said it was "cool", which is pretty good coming from a boy, right! :) Oh and I also forgot to say this: You are helping so many ladies out there. You are helping them to love themselves, and you are very motivating and inspiring to so many of them. Remember that as you continue your journey!! :)

Erica said...

I liked the saying "growing while you're shrinking"! You have ALWAYS been beautiful Nichole and it's about damn time your reflection told you so that YOU can hear it! Menawhile, I will continue to perform evasive maneuvers to avoid my reflection...for now! LOVE YOU PIECES DARLING! (a much-used Hannahism)

Allison Elder said...

I agree with all the above! You are doing such an amazing job utilizing your skills and helping others at the same time! You have always beeen beautiful but it is fun when you can see it yourself!

Julie L said...

Couldn't say it any better than the ones who have already commented. I love this post. So excited for your success!

Anonymous said...

This piece was well written! Kudos to you for striving to see in yourself what God sees in you. The concept of your reflection encouraging you to see this is awesome! I hope everyone can read this and see it as the beautiful conversation of yourself to yourself as moved by Him. You ARE beautiful dear. No matter what anyone says. Not to mention you rock the pen and paper. Hugs! -Der Der #2